Thursday, May 29, 2014

One of my dreams last night




My dreams are very vivid. I see, hear, smell, and experience it as if it is reality. Sometimes when I wake I have to really concentrate to discern if what I dreamed really happened or was simply a dream. Last night’s dream does not take a lot of discernment to know it was a dream, but it was a good one.

In the dream I was visiting dad at the nursing home, but he had metamorphosed into Morgan Freeman. We discussed world politics, the North Korean regime, and personally cults throughout history in a rather academic way. It was a great conversation based upon mutual respect and a desire to learn and deliberate. Three things come to mind as I reflect upon the dream.

Morgan Freeman
First, Morgan Freeman has a really cool voice and is fun to talk in my dream. We laughed, argued, and then wrote up our findings for publication in an academic journal. (I’m currently working very hard on my dissertation, so that explains that.) Having said that, dad is not like Morgan Freeman and I suspect if he were to choose who would play him in a movie or my dream it would be Charles Bronson or maybe Sylvester Stallone.
Charles Bronson
Dad with my niece Audrey a few years back


Second, while at first impression dad may not show it, he can be very insightful. He did some short story writing and was an avid reader at one point. Coal miners in general want to portray themselves as tough guys, and they are, but behind the tough exterior there is surprising wisdom.  I do not get to see dad often at all anymore. When I do it is normally a quick visit with my little girl and bulldog in tow, which he loves. I realize I need to make the time to talk with him and record some of his thoughts that he never got around to putting on paper.

Third, personality cults are dangerous and destructive. This is true in nation states like North Korea of today, Germany under Hitler, Rome under Augustus, or anytime we put an individual on a level reserved for the Divine. It is true in churches too. Paul warned the Corinthians not to say they follow Peter, Apollos, or even him, but only that they follow Christ (1 Cor. 3:3-9). We have all seen where congregations have made the mistake of exalting an individual at the cost of long term health of the congregation and often division among the body of Christ. This is heartbreaking and altogether wrong. Three keys to keeping this from happing are:

1. Keep our eyes on Jesus, sounds easy but can be a challenge; 2. Have a plurality of leadership that never allows one individual to have too much control or influence; and 3. Always be raising up new leaders with the right attitude and focus.

Anyways, just some thoughts this morning as I am working on several things. Have a wonderful day.

Wednesday, May 28, 2014

Perhaps my favorite Maya Angelou poem

Having just seen the news that the poet Maya Angelou passed away I want to share what is perhaps my favorite of her poems that I have read. I do not know what her spiritual state was, but I see a lot of Biblical imagery in this poem. She sought for a true peace as expressed in Scripture as the reign of God, I pray she found it.
 
"ON THE PULSE OF MORNING" by Maya Angelou : Spoken at the Presidential Inauguration Ceremony, January 20, 1993.


A Rock, A River, A Tree
Hosts to species long since departed,
Marked the mastodon,
The dinosaur, who left dried tokens
Of their sojourn here
On our planet floor,
Any broad alarm of their hastening doom
Is lost in the gloom of dust and ages.

But today, the Rock cries out to us, clearly, forcefully,
Come, you may stand upon my
Back and face your distant destiny,
But seek no haven in my shadow.
I will give you no hiding place down here.

You, created only a little lower than
The angels, have crouched too long in
The bruising darkness
Have lain too long
Face down in ignorance.
Your mouths spilling words

Armed for slaughter.
The Rock cries out to us today, you may stand upon me,
But do not hide your face.

Across the wall of the world,
A River sings a beautiful song. It says,
Come, rest here by my side.

Each of you, a bordered country,
Delicate and strangely made proud,
Yet thrusting perpetually under siege.
Your armed struggles for profit
Have left collars of waste upon
My shore, currents of debris upon my breast.
Yet today I call you to my riverside,
If you will study war no more. Come,
Clad in peace, and I will sing the songs
The Creator gave to me when I and the
Tree and the rock were one.
Before cynicism was a bloody sear across your
Brow and when you yet knew you still
Knew nothing.
The River sang and sings on.

There is a true yearning to respond to
The singing River and the wise Rock.
So say the Asian, the Hispanic, the Jew
The African, the Native American, the Sioux,
The Catholic, the Muslim, the French, the Greek
The Irish, the Rabbi, the Priest, the Sheik,
The Gay, the Straight, the Preacher,
The privileged, the homeless, the Teacher.
They hear. They all hear
The speaking of the Tree.

They hear the first and last of every Tree
Speak to humankind today. Come to me, here beside the River.
Plant yourself beside the River.

Each of you, descendant of some passed
On traveller, has been paid for.
You, who gave me my first name, you,
Pawnee, Apache, Seneca, you
Cherokee Nation, who rested with me, then
Forced on bloody feet,
Left me to the employment of
Other seekers -- desperate for gain,
Starving for gold.
You, the Turk, the Arab, the Swede, the German, the Eskimo, the Scot,
You the Ashanti, the Yoruba, the Kru, bought,
Sold, stolen, arriving on the nightmare
Praying for a dream.
Here, root yourselves beside me.
I am that Tree planted by the River,
Which will not be moved.
I, the Rock, I the River, I the Tree
I am yours -- your passages have been paid.
Lift up your faces, you have a piercing need
For this bright morning dawning for you.
History, despite its wrenching pain
Cannot be unlived, but if faced
With courage, need not be lived again.

Lift up your eyes upon
This day breaking for you.
Give birth again
To the dream.

Women, children, men,
Take it into the palms of your hands,
Mold it into the shape of your most
Private need. Sculpt it into
The image of your most public self.
Lift up your hearts
Each new hour holds new chances
For a new beginning.
Do not be wedded forever
To fear, yoked eternally
To brutishness.

The horizon leans forward,
Offering you space to place new steps of change.
Here, on the pulse of this fine day
You may have the courage
To look up and out and upon me, the
Rock, the River, the Tree, your country.
No less to Midas than the mendicant.
No less to you now than the mastodon then.

Here, on the pulse of this new day
You may have the grace to look up and out
And into your sister's eyes, and into
Your brother's face, your country
And say simply
Very simply
With hope --
Good morning.

Tuesday, May 27, 2014

Romans 12:1 "Spiritual service of worship"



Romans 12:1-2 is packed with theological and practical implications. As I was preaching from this text yesterday so many thoughts came to mind. Here is one I did not share yesterday, but I feel is worthy of consideration.

At the end of verse one we are commanded to offer ourselves as a living sacrifice...this is our "spiritual"act of worship (NASB, NIV, and ESV). Another translation says,this is your "reasonable"service. The word used here is, λογικὴν. After doing a short word study I found it is best translated, "to be carefully thought through, thoughtful λογικὴ λατρεία a thoughtful service (in a dedicated spiritual sense)" and on a related note, a λογικός=one endowed with reason (Arndt,Danker, & Bauer,A Greek-English lexicon...). So what is the implications of this word?

If our worship is to be informed or carefully thought out it does have implications for our modern worship. I am convinced that God is not nearly as concerned about the style of worship as we seem to be. Rather, He is concerned much more with the content of our worship than we seem to be. When we offer ourselves as living sacrifices we don't offer ourselves ignorantly, like animals brought to the slaughter, but intelligently and willingly. This is the worship that pleases God. In ancient religion people often thought that all they had to do to please their god was offer a sacrifice, without regard to their own attitude or sincerity in doing so, Hos. 6:6 and Mic. 1:6-14 speak against this. We can be guilty of the same if we are not careful. How often do we sing words on a screen or in a book or along in the car and have no idea what we are singing? How often are we more concerned about how we are moved emotionally, rather than how we have pleased God with our hearts and words? We have to be cautious that we do not change the worship of God into the entertainment of ourselves.

The worship God calls for is a lifestyle of submission. It is the way we live, not just what we do on Sunday morning.  In our corporate worship, it should be informed, thought out worship. God is not nearly as concerned about how well we sing, as much as He cares about what we sing. The words we sing must be true, it must go beyond an emotional reaction to a certain form of music.

Different styles appeal to different people, there is nothing wrong with that. Some like traditional, some modern, some southern gospel, some more of a rock feel, some more of a subdued style. All styles can bring God glory and bring us to the throne of grace. My concern is not the style, but that we as worshipers consider what we sing, what we pray, and what we hear and accept.

Why do our worship leaders practice with the musicians and ensure the words are correct on the screen? Because they know God deserves our best. Why do I examine the meaning of the words theologically? Because I know I will give an answer to God as a leader within the congregation (James 3:1). I am blessed to worship with a people that are seeking the Lord and His will above their own.

So next Sunday as you prepare to come to worship, do more than worry about your clothing and hair. Prepare your mind and heart to worship. Consider the words that are prayed, the words that are sung, the words that are proclaimed and the great God we worship. Let us have an informed (by the Word and Spirit), thought out (for He is worthy), spiritual style of worship. Let us worship the Lord with all of our hearts, minds, and souls.