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Monday, January 25, 2021
Blood On The Coal by Bobby Joe Angles (my father my he rest in peace)
Most people from different parts of the country view the underground miners as low-mentality people; a concept that couldn’t be more wrong. Stop and think and just give me your attention for just a few moments. Put yourself in my world.
I live in southwest Virginia. It is beautiful country. But living off the land went out big time around the same time I turned 10 years old. I was raised on a large farm. My old man raised us six boys on a 12-dollar-a-week salary. But we had free trade in livestock. That year the farm changed hands and we moved to town.
Now it is ’91 and I’m the one with the young family. Mining is my way of life. I’d hell of a lot rather be farming, but in order to do so my family would suffer. My boys deserve better than what I got. I almost made it through college. Had I just a small amount of support I am sure I could have. But I was raided poor and knew when to say enough.
After quitting college I tried several jobs and soon found out that in this part of the country it’s No Risks, No Bucks. I guess that’s a crude way to putting it, but so be it. Although it doesn’t seem that long ago, it’s been almost 15 years since I first went underground.
Here lately I’ve been rode hard and put up wet. I’m sure you’ve probably heard from the news that the coalfields aren’t doing well. And when times get like this it always makes the life on an underground miner much harder. You’re expected to produce just as much mineral, with a little over half a crew, as you produced with a full crew.
Needless to say, times are hard. But an old coal miner is pretty well used to that. Coal mining has always been a boom-or-bust, feast-or-famine way of life. Whether or not we can produce the coal has never figured into it. That’s taken for granted.
A man can be the best in the field one day and without a job or for not having one the next. But it’s like I say; we old miners are tough, and we hang in there. Every man that’s worth a damn cares about more than himself, a good man has a conscience. I live and work for my family as well as myself. And that’s what keeps me and a lot of other miners going.
I’m talking about the times when the mountain is cruel and hard. Times when it’s too low to sit up straight and take a drink of water. Crawling in water up to your privates, with somebody back in a high dry place hollering about what’s taking so long to get that miner moved place to place. Your first impulse (and I used to take it) is to just crawl out of that hole. Get off whoever’s hill you’re on and head toward the house. But a man with a family has more than his feelings to take into account. So, a “good un” will just grin and bear it. A man’s got to overlook a lot of ignorant people in this old world.
The mountain is hard but it’s fair. If you’re willing to work hard and pay attention, you can make a living. Conditions are always changing. She’ll be wet and low for maybe half a mile, and then it might get pretty good for a whole mile or so. The work is always the same—it’s the conditions that change. But you’ll never get a large oil company (they own most of the mines) to understand that simple fact.
When conditions are good and we’re top producers, setting records and such as that, everybody lives well. When conditions are bad the Company automatically puts the pressure on. Lack of production has to be the result of insufficient motivation on the part of the Boss or the men or both. The first thing they do is replace the boss. And then they start on the men. Meanwhile the conditions will change and you’re back on top. But a lot of times you lose a damn good Boss and end up working for one with an inflated ego and very little knowledge of mining and the men who live there. You see, a lot of people visit mines, but we live there.
I’ve been bossing for the last little bit. It involves a whole lot of thinking and responsibility. I went for better than ten years without having to resort to bossing as a means of making a living. It all boils down to the family man I talked about earlier.
I find myself in a predicament—a “puzzlement,” the mountain men would say. I agreed to boss because of the times and the lack of job security. And I did well – to good. Now they’re taking me away from my mines and crew to send me to a so-called “problem mine,” one that’s going through bad conditions. I’ve got no choice in the matter.
Let me sort of lay out the setting here for you. These men have been going through Hell for the last little bit. They’ve been told that if they don’t do better they’ll be replaced. And them sending me to replace the other boss is a show of the power the Company has over mortal man.
I’m sitting here right now studying – that’s what we call deep in thought. Just how am I going to approach these men? I know how they’ll be before I even get there. Cause I’ve been through it a lot of times on both ends.
They’ll be there in the bath house changing into their work clothes. Some come an hour before work time, others make it just in time to catch the man-trip. Usually the old ones, the old-timers, allow themselves for time than the younger ones.
I’ll come in and pick me out a locker. Not too far from the heater or too close to the door. They’ll act like they don’t even see me, sort of look at you out of the corner of their eye. They’ll make small talk; some form my benefit, some for pure entertainment. The talk for my benefit will be along the lines of what and all can become of a man in the little dog hole…terrible things that have been known to happen to SOB’s who tried to push their weight around.
And then again some will be cordial. They’ll try to feel you out, see if you have any mountain boy in you. Questions like, “Did you get any deer this year.” I’ll take my can of Skoal out, being sure to take the proper time to open it carefully and on purpose. I’ll carefully take a dip, offer him the can, and he’ll probably say, “Thank you just the same, but I don’t use it.”
Then I’ll look around the bath house but never at the men, and then I’ll look just to right or left of the man who spoke, miners never looking directly at whom they’re talking to. If you did your light would be in their eyes. That’s an insult. You live underground a lot of years and you do it by nature.
“Killed a buck and eat a doe,” I’ll finally answer him. He’ll know by my downward glance that I’m not overly proud of either, and by the same token that, yes, indeed I’ve got some mountain boy down deep. And there is a bond there, between two mountain men. We both know that we can survive on top of the mountain as well as under it. And I know that if I show him I’m there to make a living he will do the same.
It’s common practice at all company mines for the Boss to give a safety talk at the start of the shift. I like to wait until we have portaged to the face and set our buckets down at the power center. That’s the time that a smart boss tells the men what he wants them to do. If you talk work before work time, some take it personal.
In there, I’m responsible for the whole crew. Anything they do can and will be used against me. I start out by saying I never was much for speeches. But that I do feel there are times when something needs to be said.
"We all know the reason I’m here (I’ll stop and take a long time spitting.) I don’t know your old boss…whether he was a good one or a bad one…I don’t guess it much matters now. He’s gone his way and I’m here.
We’re all out here to make a living. The Company isn’t something we can deal with but, still, it’s the one we choose to live with. If that weren’t so you wouldn’t be our here tonight nor would I.
Fellers, we’re all out here to make a living. I don’t ask any of you to do more than you’re capable of doing.
I hate the words “job sacred.” I know that when you try too hard you get hurt—sometimes bad. I don’t want that. The Company doesn’t want that.
You’re all good coal miners. You have been for a lot of years. I’ll give you a chance if you’ll give me one. We’ll do what we do best or leave with the rest. But most of all I want you to know, I don’t want one damn lump of coal going out here with blood on it.
Wednesday, April 22, 2020
There is nothing like a bulldog
This is the first the first time I meet Lucy. Crystal, my wife, was in Georgia for a work trip and she came into contact with a man that had bulldog puppies. She shocked me when she brought home this beautiful bulldog. She quickly became a source of great comfort and love for me.
One of my favorite things in the world to do was to sit on the couch work on the laptop, watch college football, and hold my sweet bulldog. She was always happy to see me, happy give me love, and to listen to me. I went through a rough patch of depression during this time. Having Lucy to love and to hold was very important for my mental health. No matter how I was feeling, what was going on, my attitude, or mood, she was always there ready to love and to be loved. I will always be grateful for this wonderful bulldog because she was there when I needed her most.
When we had our little girls everything in our lives changed, and for the good. The joy they have brought to our home is immeasurable. Lucy was a part of their lives from day 1. They loved her and she loved them. At night she would go room to room checking on the girls and then back to our room. She would not go to sleep at night until she knew the girls were in their rooms, in their beds, and safe. She would often lay by their beds until they went to sleep. Then she would come back to our room. She would not go to bed until I was in my bed and often would be very annoyed until I turned off my laptop and we could go to sleep. Below are several pictures that show the love between little girls and their bulldog.
The one on the left was our oldest one and Lucy both taking a nap side by side.





When I put her in the bed beside me. she laid in the crock of my arm and was content. I held her for several hours as she rested. I petted her and told how much she was loved. At 2 AM I recognized the sound of her breathing as being near the end. I prayed for God to let her rest and she died in my arms. I prayed and thanked God for letting have such a wonderful dog in my life. I realized she was there for me when I needed her most and was always there for me. I realized she brought she tremendous joy and comfort to my life. I thanked God that my little girls were able to know the love of a bulldog. I also prayed about how they would handle it, they have never known life without Lucy in it. The next morning, when the girls got up I was still holding Lucy. They came in and I told them. There were many tears, and many more to come over the last few days.
I had to get up, and get ready to do what I must at the church. So I did. When I came home we buried Lucy in a part of the yard she loved and the girls decorated her grave with things they thought she would like. I hate death. I know Lucy was dog, not a human. I know there have been and will be much greater hurts and losses in our lives. Nevertheless, it hurts. I so look forward to the day when there is no morth death or mourning or tears. Until that day we cherish those we love, most of all our kids and spouses and friends, but also our fur babies.
Thursday, June 28, 2018
An Immigrant’s Story
They were young, poor, and scared. However, they had love. Joe loved his newlywed wife and he loved his first born son. He wanted to do what was best for them, and was willing to pay a price for it. With his wife and young child in tow, he fled his homeland looking for safety.
The local political leadership was very corrupt. Their leader was brutal. Joe had heard the stories of how the dictator had put to death anyone he thought was against him or could somehow threaten his power. There was even talk of him being mentally ill. It would not be first, nor the last leader that struggled with mental illness. He manifested his rage by ordering the slaughter of children. No one in their right mind would kill little kids. Since he had all the power, the military obeyed his orders.
Joe was afraid for his family and they fled to more prosperous and safe country. They crossed over the boarder secretly. As refugees they had no rights and little opportunities, but they had hope. Hope will lead us to the unknown. Hope will keep us going, even in a place where we don’t know the language or the culture.
In time, the dictator died and Joe and his family came back to their own land. There they lived simple lives of faith. When the child grew to be a man he began to travel and experience life. But safety was not to be found. As a small child he fled persecution. Now the greatest force the world had ever seen was in power. They would not allow anyone to disrupt their power or will. The military came to his country, took it over, and implemented their own policies. Religious freedom was compromised, there was no freedom of the press or speech. As an ethnic minority, from a race of people that were tolerated at best, the young man was in danger.
He became a powerful leader among his own people. He was a tremendous speaker, able to attract thousands of listeners. He was both beloved and hated, as is always the case with those that seek to make the world a better place. He was arrested on false charges and was not given a fair trial. He was sentenced to death and there was nothing anyone could do about it. It was wrong, it was cruel, and it was reality. The forces felt threatened and they responded as most in power do, with violence. They killed the man, Jesus.
I thank God for this family of refugees that fled to Egypt and in time came back to Israel. I thank God that Jesus came and lived a life of a poor, traveling, teacher. I thank God that Jesus was willing to allow the Romans to nail him to the cross. No one would have believed the Savior of the world would come into a poor, refugee family. However, God’s ways are not our ways.
Monday, February 13, 2017
Who do you love?
It is so
easy to love some people. The precious giggles and kisses from my two little
girls make it so easy to love them. The diligent, consistent nature of my wife
makes her easy to love. The sweet, gracious woman that is going through cancer
treatments, but still makes time to encourage me and bring my family meals is
easy to love. The ones that make us strive to be more than we think we can be,
are easy to love. The ones that show love to those I love, are easy to love. The
ones that I agree with, are easy to love.
However,
there are some people that I find very difficult to love. Those that would do
harm, physically, emotionally, or spiritually to those I love, I find very
difficult to love. Those that are untrustworthy, manipulative, domineering, or
lying, I find very difficult to love. Those that make it clear, through their
words and/or actions, that they seek to discourage me, I find it very difficult
to love. Those that use their both their spoken words and written words to tear
down and bring division, are very difficult to love. Those that I totally
disagree with, I find difficult to love.
Nevertheless,
the words of Jesus keep coming back to me. The law is summarized in two
commands, love God with all your being and love your neighbor as you love
yourself (Luke 10:27). He goes on to explain who our neighbor is by telling
perhaps his best known parable, the parable of the good Samaritan. This story
has become so well known that it is easy to miss the profound nature of what
Jesus means here. It means more than simply helping the person you see in
trouble, though that is a very good thing to do. It goes deeper than that
simple meaning.
For
hundreds of years the Jews and Samaritans were hated enemies. This hatred is
still seen, to some extent, with the conflicts between Israel and Palestine
today. Both groups claimed they were the rightful heirs of the promises to
Abraham and Moses, both claimed they were the rightful owners of the land. It
was dangerous to travel between the lands in Jesus’ day. It can be dangerous today
as well. If one takes a direct route from Galilee to Jerusalem, it will take
them through the West Bank. Most Israelites today will avoid that route if
possible. Most at the time of Jesus would take a less direct route and go to
Jericho first, then go up the mountain to Jerusalem.
Danger
could still be found on this route as well. Robbers often preyed on travelers
as they walked this lonely road. Often those who had been mugged were left for
dead. In our story, a Jewish man had been beaten, robbed, and left for dead. A
good Jewish person on their way to the Temple would be very hesitate to touch
someone that might be dead, because it would make them ceremonially unclean.
Thus, preserving their purity was more important, in their misguided view, than
showing love to their neighbor.
When the
lawyer asked Jesus who counts as a neighbor, he fully expected the answer to be
other Israelites. Yet, Jesus surprised him, and all who heard it no doubt, by
teaching that God is much more gracious than he. God is the God of the whole
world and a neighbor is anyone in need. Jesus turned the man’s question around
and asked him, who is real neighbor in this story?
Jesus was
asking him, can you see that your hated enemy is also your neighbor? The lawyer
had deceived himself, and most of his time agreed, into believing that God had
shown Israel love and grace so that they could remain isolated, secure, and
pure. However, the grace and love that God shows each of us should stand as a
challenge to extend love and grace to the whole world. We as Christians must
not be content to watch while someone we do not see as a friend lies half dead
in the road.
Yes, it is
easy to love those that agree with us, look like us, think like us, and make us
feel good about ourselves. It is much harder to live up to the words of Jesus,
“the world will know you are my disciples by the way you love one another”
(John 13:35).
In 1 John
4:7-11 we are commanded to love another, if we are unable to love, then we do
not know God. God showed us what real love is by sending Jesus to die for us.
Therefore, “if God so
loved us, we also ought to love one another.”
Let us be known as a community of
faith that shows love, grace, and compassion because we have been shown the
same by God. If God only loved those who are worthy, showed grace to those who
had earned it (as if that were possible), and expressed compassion to those who
deserve it, none of us would know the love, grace, and compassion of the Lord.
Therefore, let us go forth and do the same.
Tuesday, July 5, 2016
7 Ways I Am Praying For Our President
Like many of you, I am frustrated
with the current political climate. This election cycle has been, and continues
to be, full of negative campaigns, name calling, scandals, and a lack of
respect on both sides. That being said, one thing I know for sure, God is in
control. Regardless of the results of the upcoming election, God is sovereign
and in the end, He will set all things to right. Also, let me remind you of the
words of 1 Peter 2:17, “Honor everyone. Love the brotherhood. Fear God. Honor
the emperor.”
I reminded of the words of the Apostle Paul, in 1 Timothy 2:1-3, “First of all, then, I urge that supplications, prayers,
intercessions, and thanksgivings be made for all people, for kings and all who are in high positions, that we
may lead a peaceful and quiet life, godly and dignified in every way. This
is good, and it is pleasing in the sight of God our Savior.” When
Paul wrote these instructions, Nero was the Emperor. Nero was a persecutor of
Christians and nevertheless, Christians were told to pray for him. Regardless
of who is president now, or in the future, it is important for us to pray for
them. So how do we do that? Let me make a few suggestions of how we can pray
for our president regardless of our political affiliation.
1. I am praying for our President to have wisdom. As
Solomon prayed for wisdom in 1 Kings 3, I am praying for our President to have
wisdom from God. The President needs wisdom to govern, to lead, and to inspire.
True wisdom comes from God and I praying our President seeks the will of God in
all things.
2. I am praying for wise advisors. Proverbs 24:6 says
there is victory in the multitude of wise counselors.
a. I am praying for those that would advise toward evil
or foolishness to be removed. Proverbs 25:5 says,
“take away the wicked from the presence of
the king, and his throne will be
established in righteousness.
b. I am praying for God to raise up men and women like
Joseph, Daniel, Esther, and Nehemiah. Men and women who love the Lord more than
their political agenda. Men and women who fear God more than man.
3. I am praying for the President’s family. All of us
know that what happens in our homes greatly effects what happens in our jobs. I
am praying the President has a strong marriage, a spouse that loves the Lord, loving
children, and unity based on trust and faith. I am praying for their health and
their safety.
4. I am praying for the President to have humility. Thomas Jefferson once said, “I tremble for my country when
I reflect that God is just, that His justice cannot sleep forever.” A wise
President knows that they are only human and not divine. They understand that
there is a day of judgment for all.
5. I am praying for the President to seek what is
righteous and just. Romans 13 says that the primary function of government is
to reward those that do good and punish those that do evil. I pray the President
understands what is right in the eyes of God, and what it means to bring about justice.
Furthermore, I am praying that our President seeks to keep our nation, and the
whole world, safe.
6. I am praying for the President to have the courage to
do what is right. We live in an age that is directed by opinion polls and
negative feedback. I am praying that our President will listen less to what
people seem to want, and rather will seek to do the right thing regardless of
public opinion.
7. I am praying for the President to be quick to listen,
slow speak, and slow to become angry (James 1:19). I pray the President is
quick to listen to the Lord, to wise counselors, and to those that disagree
with their policies. I pray the President is slow to say words that cannot be
taken back. That his/her words would not be malicious, untrue, or spoken
without forethought. I am praying for the President to control his/her temper.
There are things that should make us angry, but we are not to allow anger to
control us.
I love our country, I served our country, and would
again. Because of that, I am praying. These are just a few things I am praying
about in regards to our current and future President. Will you join me in these
prayers?
Sunday, December 27, 2015
Stars Wars was really cool, let's do it again, sure why not?
There are no midichlorians, no Jar Jar, no senate
speeches, no weird bad chemistry forced relationships, no over the top CGI, and
they didn’t kill the cool villain in the first movie (like in Episode 1) and
that is all good. Yes there are desert worlds, quests, droids, Skywalkers, the
Millennium Falcon, lightsabers, and other such elements we want to see. I love
that it is a return to original feel. I also love a few of the new characters,
there is a strong female lead and this new/old universe now has people of
color, that's cool. It is fast paced with great concepts and potential.
On the negative it relied too much on the
original story. I can imagine J. J. Abrams and his writing group sitting around
brainstorming what to do with this movie. Hey I have an idea, I loved the
originals, I mean who didn’t? So let’s take our favorite parts and just redo it
with different characters. Like what? Well, Vader is the coolest villain ever,
so lets get a fanboy wannabe, sure why not? Let have him have a black mask too,
sure why not? Hey everybody loves R2D2, so let’s bring him back, but let's get a
new one too that is real cute and smart, sure why not? Hey why we are at it
let’s have him carrying vital information and put him a desert planet, sure why
not? Hey let’s have the Vader wannabe arrive on the scene shortly after that
information is handed off looking for the droid, sure why not? Hey let's have
that guy and some storm troopers kill a village why we are at it, sure why not?
Hey it was a cool scene when Darth Vader tortured the hero, let’s do that
again, sure why not? Hey let’s let one of our heros be from that same planet and
be strong in the force, but not know about it yet, sure why not? Hey we had Obi
Wan teach them, we need an old wise guy to teach right, how about using Han
Solo, everyone loves Han right, sure why not? Hey it was fun how Han was always
in trouble with a criminal element right, so let’s do that again, sure why not?
Oh and remember in the originals Obi Wan died at the hand of Vader, well how
about our new wise one dies at the hand of the new Vader, sure why not? Oh and
remember how Luke had to watch it from a distance and could do nothing to stop
it, well let’s do that again too what do you say, sure why not? Hey do you
remember there was a military leader in the originals (Tarkin) that was
equal to Vader in authority, but could not use the force? We need someone like that again this time, let’s call him
General Hux, sure why not? Hey we need an cantina scene with some cool looking
aliens, sure why not? I loved that they introduced the Emperor as a big,
mysterious hologram and that was cool, let's do that again with the new really
bad guy, sure why not? Hey remember that time that Obi Wan used the force to
get a stormtrooper to do what he wanted, well we have to do that again right,
sure why not? The death star was cool enough for two movies, why not a third;
hey let's make it really big this time like a planet and why not blow it up too,
using X Wings and monitored in a control room by Leia, sure why not?
Well you get the idea, but you know what? It
was cool, so sure why not. I’d like to see it again and hope the next one is
not just Luke training his apprentice in a weird planet like Yoda. Well, that was pretty
cool and I miss Yoda, so why not?
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